A Mighty Change of Heart I know is in Me!

June 19Th, 2008 I produced a play that i wrote called "A Mighty Change of Heart". I really had no right to put that play on, because i when i was writing it i was in uncharted waters. I had never experienced a change of heart, and i wrote about. I wrote about how it made a person feel, and what they did to change. When i had never experienced it myself. Until recently i thought that to have a mighty change of heart you need to be doing bad things. When in reality that's not true. I have experienced a mighty change of heart. People have always said i had such a great spirit, and my light really shines. When in fact this is true at times. But i was hardly even doing the basics. I am laking in my personal scripture studies, and prayer. I have been questioning a lot things lately. But tonight that all changed! When i was playing a word game, and the word was Testify. Just that simple word allowed a huge change of heart in me. After then seeing that word, i remembered that Joseph Smith had died today. This day of June 27. I looked up the video a "Lamb to the Slaughter" and this feeling kept growing and growing. Then after pondering just what was sacrificed for me, i realized things needed to change. Not tomorrow, not in the morning they needed to change right now! So i then looked up the video above "Prove Me" and i have decided it is now time to prove myself to the lord. I am giving up stuff that i really should have given up on, and not even thought about, and i am changing myself! If you have ever felt a burning in your heart to change and brushed it off thinking it was going to be too hard, i challenge you to change. Have a Mighty Change of Heart! It will draw you closer to the Lord!

Take me Back to That Day...

Take Me Back To That Day...

Enchanted

By:Taylor Swift

Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles

Same old tired, lonely place, Walls of insincerity

Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"

Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me

The playful conversation starts

Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up

2am, who do you love? I wonder till I'm wide awake

Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say,

It was enchanted to meet you All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying this was the very first page

Not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again

These are the words i held back, as I was leaving to soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, Don't you Let go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll Spend forever wondering if you ever knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else Please don't have somebody waiting on you

How I Met Your Mother gives true Inspiration some times!!

How I met Your Mother! Of course you inspired me tonight!! Hahaha Season 1 Ted wants Robin to say yes for them to be a couple and start dating for reals, but there might be another guy in the picture! So Ted tries to do a traditional Indian rain dance, in hopes it will cancel Robins work camping trip. So she wont spend the weekend with this guy!Ted does the dance for an hour or so

and it rains big time!! So i am going to learn a traditional snow dance and do it while listening t

o Celtic Womens song let it snow! Everyone should try it!!

SNOW DANCE!!! Even though i will look like an idiot i hope it snows =]

Birthday Blow-OUT!! Woot Woot 16 things to finish being 16!!

You Only Have 1 Life to Live!

1. Wear Hair in a Lady Gaga Hair Bow!
2. Wear a too-too!
3. Learn to Jerk!
4. Get 16 people to sign saying pink is the coolest color ever
5. Sell 16 cups of lemonade for .16 cents!
6. Buy .16 cents of gas!
7. Eat a hamburger in 16 seconds!
8. Get a 16 ounce drink from Dutch Bros!
9. Catch whip cream in you mouth 16 times!
10. Do the Hoedown Throw-down in the middle of a parking lot!
11. Carve a pumpkin in 16 minutes!
12. Karaoke!
13. Was my Car in 16 seconds!
14. Get my make-up done!
15. make a wish over train tracks!
16. Play in the EWEB fountains!

There's somethin' 'bout the way
The street looks when it's just rained
There’s a glow off the pavement
Walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot
Yeah

...

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Well you stood there with me in the doorway
my hands shake
I'm not usually this way but
You pull me in & I’m a little more brave

Things that hold me Back

Wrapped Around the Fear

By: Jordan Jarvis

Spiders, monsters, and thunder

childish fears that come and go

these others seem to stay

With each time the waves hit against my body

the cold peircing it, wind blowing sand traveling

I let go i saw my little young life flash before my simple eyes.

I Screamed, i cried, i prayed

that this wouldn't be my last time seeing my mom

it wouldn't be my last time holding on to my brother

its fear now.

Embrace the fear

feel the pain wash away with each wave

it doesn't seem to leave

no matter how deep i go

11:11 make a wish

wish for the same thing everytime...Love

Hear the horn, and then its there

that light it was so bright

Europe never going

Things left unsaid

Marriage never had a husband to call my own.

All Flashed before me

We pushed through

made it so that light never hit us

the train never rolled on into us

The tears never washed away

the pain

the fear

the things that held me back

I feel as if train tracks will never seem the same

as if that ocean breeze, and building sand castle

will ever be an escape.

The Things that hold me back

the waves keep coming in and out

the trains keep rolling by

but the fears still stay inside

It seems i will be wrapped around the fear

I Know what I want!

Life is a challenge and I've always known it won't be easy, but today it just clicked to me its not going to get easy on its own! I've always known i need to push and do stuff, but when i thought it today it was different! There is something in my head saying you can do it! Its your time to shine! I am ready to get my cat back! And its not going to the person who stole it and asking for Mr.Stinkey back, the answer is much different then that! And i know the answer! I know what i need to do, and who i need to be! So were starting with a few things that i've been lacking in!!!

1.Say my prays every morning and night
2.writing in my journal everyday! My kids need to know what kinda of teenager i was!
3.Reading my scriptures everyday!
4.Working on myself!

This is my time! And i am ready for it!

Weddings!!

Well My big sister just got married in the Portland Oregon Temple!! And i am not going to lie am super jealous of this lady!! As i sat in the temple i was thinking i am so jealous that she gets to be married for time and all eternity! And she has someone who is always there to hold her hand!! This lady is super Lucky!! Someday i know that i will be married for time and all eternity, and i will have someone there to always hold my hand! Wondering how i know?! Simple answer!

Look Who caught the bouquet!

The best things that weddings bring is love!! And Surprise!! I sure do love em!! One of my favorite cousins came earlier then she was supposed to!! When i saw her i almost cried!! This girl is amazing!! I swear there is only 2 things good about Utah and that is i get tan there and Jessie freaking Smith is there!! She is so strong and so amazing, i love her talent! I almost changed my Europe fund to a Utah fund! But it didn't happen!! I will be going to see her soon though! The date I'll never tell!! =]

Were Triplets can you tell?

These 2 girls are probably the best besties i know! Haha i like that! What i just wrote yeah i like it!! Anyway they wrote me a song and i only remember a part of it but that part is the part i sing when ever i feel weak or when i need a pick me and it is

"Jordy stay the same, no never change"

I truly love them!! Thanks For the wonderful surprise! And the wonderful wedding Alex!! Time to start planning mine! Just kidding even though i caught the bouquet i will not be getting married for a 5 or 6 years =]